Blockage.

So today was an off day and I honestly couldn't really put my finger on why. Things are actually starting to look up. Like, I'm pretty sure I took several positive steps forward today energetically. But it's been hard to take my vibrational temperature today. I've been very numb to and disconnected from my intuition and just my feelings overall. It's pretty much just felt like a brick all day and yet I still believe that had I chosen to carry my crystals with me, my body would have been like "keep them shits where they at today."

The point is, I've been incredibly blocked today even after receiving some positive news that will hopefully get my financial ball rolling again. I got several positive newses on that front, actually. Yet, the block has been in full effect all day and I've been unable to get around it. The secret to that, though, is that I just accepted that there wasn't any getting around it today. Sometimes I'm just not feeling it.. or anything, and it's easier for me to just honor that rather than try to unsuccessfully force my way through it. I know the things that I can work/massage my way through and the things that are simply there and that's gone be what it is until it's not anymore.. Today's state of being was the latter.

And even with all of that, I believe that this is a good indicator that I'm making progress in manifesting some of the things that I want. I'm allowing myself to believe that this period, for however long it lasts, is my energy/vibration dumping out a bunch of negative/unhealthy/toxic shit that I've had anchored into my field for far too long. I'm allowing myself to look at it as that dump is backed up and so my energy's gotta do what it's gotta do to declog and allow everything to flow where it needs to go so as to improve my life. The only route that can be taken as my negative energy purges itself is one of positivity and upward momentum.

Lol to think that I wasn't going to write tonight. I almost didn't. But then I lit some palo santo and enjoyed a popsicle, and God spoke a lil sumn sumn.